hair loss

Sick….. so many bad things is in my body and I’m suffering from hair loss too. Doctor even asked whether I just gave birth as some woman who after giving birth due to hormones changes, they suffer from hair loss.
I’m feeling unwell and depressed.

Can’t take MC as there is work to be cleared. :(

Corine’s ROM

Attended Corine’s ROM and to my surprise it was so cheap to engage a judge to legally get married.
I always thought getting married was expensive but apparently it’s not the case. Cheaper to get married (not including the dinner) than a divorce! :/
Zixuan’s cousin baked wonderful goodies and I especially love the brownies and chocolates cakes that she baked. I always rather eat less main course just to eat more dessert! I think I enjoyed going to his family gathering just to eat those goodies. :D

Misc #8

I don’t like being treated like small kid, having to report every little thing we do. I dislike being pointed with a finger and asked what time are we suppose to come in to work and each of us have to answer one by one the answer. When you are asked to jump, you don’t even need to ask how high, just to jump the damn highest possible and immediately.

I like the environment, I like my seat, I like the perks, I like the building, and I like most people there.

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My world went white for a few minutes last week.  Went for a health screening and a few minutes after they remove 3 tubes of blood from me, my brain could not get enough oxygen and made me feel like fainting.  Can’t believe a fat, person like me have low blood.  When I told my sister about my near fainting, she replied” matter of fact, oh, faint from my own fart?!” I immediately faint again from having such an uncaring sister.

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New year, new haircut

I went to get a haircut and came back with a perm that I don’t really like. However some of my friends have commented that it’s ok and a fresh look which makes the bad perm feels so much better.  

My transition from 2009 to 2010 was rather uneventful. It was spent in some car park where the boyfriend was getting his speedometer mod, but as it was done up rather badly, the guy fixing it was asked to remove the things he done and fixed it back to the original. Worse still was that the needle was not fixed back right and zixuan has to spent the next few hours trying to fix it. I fell asleep in the car waiting for him to fix it.

Retrospectively, my 2009 was quite uneventful. Nothing major happened except that I got my driving license; I changed jobs and nothing major enough for me to remember.  I was looking through at my past entries and read entries that I would not have recalled if not for wordpress. But still not too bad, 2010 will be a better year!

Will you be my superman?

Who’s going to save me
When the stars fall from my sky
And who’s going to pull me in
When the tide gets too high
Who’s going to hold me
When you turn out the lights
I won’t lie I wish that you
will be my superman

where did all the years go? we are all growing old

After slacking so long at home, working is tiring everyday even though I have yet to start “working”. I’m just learning the ropes and luckily most of the colleagues there have been patience and kind. Surprisingly, at my level, the majority of the people working there are below 30years old and the youngest is only 20years old. I feel quite old there now. I used to be the youngest and now am not. It’s quite hard to accept the fact that I’m growing old. Boo hoo!

Dad gave us quite a scare when he collapses in the middle of the night. The ambulance came and drove dad to NUH and it reminded me of the time when grandma got admitted to hospital too. Mummy and bro was frantic with worry and seeing them cry make me super worry too.  My dad is getting old and addled with many ailments. In my eyes, dad is still a young strong man, and seeing him yesterday gave me a pause. Where did the years go and when did Dad become so old. Heartbroken to see that happens to Dad.

Heatwarming story-Shay and the baseball team

At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and itsdedicated staff, he offered a question:

‘When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection.
Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do.

Where is the natural order of things in my son?’

The audience was stilled by the query.

The father continued. ‘I believe that when a child like Shay, who was mentally and physically disabled comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.’

Then he told the following story:

Shay and I had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball. Shay asked, ‘Do you think they’ll let me play?’ I knew that most of the boys would not want someone like Shay on their team, but as a fatherIalso understood that if my son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps.

I approached one of the boys on the field and asked (not expecting much) if Shay could play. The boy looked around for guidance and said, ‘We’re losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning. I guess he can be on our team and we’ll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning.’

Shay struggled over to the team’s bench and, with a broad smile, put on a team shirt. I watched with a small tear in my eye and warmth in my heart. The boys saw my joy at my son being accepted.

In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay’s team scored a few runs but was still behind by three.

In the top of the ninth inning, Shay put on a glove and played in the right field. Even though no hits came his way, he was obviously ecstatic just to be in the game and on the field, grinning from ear to ear as I waved to him from the stands.

In the bottom of the ninth inning, Shay’s team scored again.

Now, with two outs and the bases loaded, the potential winning run was on base and Shay was scheduled to be next at bat.

At this juncture, do they let Shay bat and give away their chance to win the game?

Surprisingly, Shay was given the bat. Everyone knew that a hit was all but impossible because Shay didn’t even know how to hold the bat properly, much less connect with the ball.

However, as Shay stepped up to the

plate, the pitcher, recognizing that the other team was putting winning aside for this moment in Shay’s life, moved in a few steps to lob the ball in softly so Shay could at least make contact.

The first pitch came and Shay swung clumsily and missed.

The pitcher again took a few steps forward to toss the ball softly towards Shay.

As the pitch came in, Shay swung at the ball and hit a slow ground ball right back to the pitcher.
The game would now be over.

The pitcher picked up the soft grounder and could have easily thrown the ball to the first baseman.

Shay would have been out and that would have been the end of the game.

Instead, the pitcher threw the ball right over the first baseman’s head, out of reach of all team mates.

Everyone from the stands and both teams started yelling, ‘Shay, run to first!

Run to first!’

Never in his life had Shay ever run that far, but he made it to first base.

He scampered down the baseline, wide-eyed and startled.

Everyone yelled, ‘Run to second, run to second!’

Catching his breath, Shay awkwardly ran towards second, gleaming and struggling to make it to the base.

B y the time Shay rounded towards second base, the right fielder had the ball . the smallest guy on their team who now had his first chance to be the hero for his team.

He could have thrown the ball to the second-baseman for the tag, but he understood the pitcher’s intentions so he, too, intentionally threw the ball high and far over the third-baseman’s head.

Shay ran toward third base deliriously as the runners ahead of him circled the bases toward home.

All were screaming, ‘Shay, Shay, Shay, all the Way Shay’

Shay reached third base because the opposing shortstop ran to help him by turning him in the direction of third base, and shouted, ‘Run to third!

Shay, run to third!’

As Shay rounded third, the boys from both teams, and the spectators, were on their feet screaming, ‘Shay, run home! Run home!’

Shay ran to home, stepped on the plate, and was cheered as the hero who hit the grand slam and won the game for his team

‘That day’, said the father softly with tears now rolling down his face, ‘the boys from both teams helped bring a piece of true love and humanity into this world’.

Shay didn’t make it to another summer. He died that winter, having never forgotten being the hero and making me so happy, and coming home and seeing his Mother tearfully embrace her little hero of the day!

I’ve read this story countless time and it never fails to warm my heart.