Life’s a bitch

It is perpetually frustrating that I’m still not changing fast enough to be what I want to be, to have a goal in sight while others are speeding way away. It’s like my best is other’s worst and that is one of the worst feeling to feel. It’s like being a rabbit with a carrot dangling in front of you but always never being able to eat that carrot. Life is like a fucking hard race with no end in sight yet I can’t stop running just to see what is on the life road.