hello, can you hear me?

 

Hello
Can you hear me?
Am I gettin’ through to you?

Hello
Is it late there?
There’s a laughter on the line
Are you sure you’re there alone?

Cause I’m
Tryin’ to explain
Somethin’s wrong
Ya just don’t sound the same

Why don’t you
Why don’t you
Go outside
Go outside

Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I’m gone, too long.

If your lips
Feel lonely and thirsty
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn.

Keep in mind
We’re under the same sky
And the nights
As empty for me, as for you
If ya feel
You can’t wait till morinin’
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain

Hello
Do you miss me?
I hear you say you do
But not the way I’m missin’ you

What’s new?
How’s the weather?
Is it stormy where you are?
Cause I’m so close but it feels like you’re so far
Oh would it mean anything
If you knew
What I’m left imagining
In my mind
In my mind
Would you go
Would you go
Kiss the rain

And you’d fall over me
Think of me
Think of me
Think of me
Only me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I’m gone too long
If your lips
Feel lonely and thirsty
Kiss the rain
and wait for the dawn

Keep in mind
We’re under the same skies
And the nights
As empty for me, as for you

If you feel
You can’t wait till morning

Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Oooooohhhhh
Kiss the rain
Oooooohhhhh
Kiss the rain

Hello
Can ya hear me?
Can ya hear me?
Can ya hear me?

 

 

 

 

“Men always want to be a woman’s first love; women have a more subtle instinct: what they like is to be a man’s last romance.”

-Oscar Wilde

Was irritated when he did not pick up and reply my call or message and when he chatted with me on msn I was quite brusque with him. I said he was bored with me and he replied back that I’m bored with him and that it is ok since we bored each other. -_-

It’s not ok with me that he is bored of me.

 

You’re just a boy

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
Id listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he has taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand (Yeah, you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything that had got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

Music is important, one song, one tune, can mean different things for every individual and their personal reaction to it. No one has the final say over another on the issue of the songs except for their opinions. To think otherwise is baloney.

If you can’t hold on

Can’t Hold On
Someone cries and it washes the street with tears
But when they are mine, they collect in my head for years
Rain or shine, still I’m standing on all I said
‘Cause it’s in my soul, carry on when the feeling’s dead

[Chorus]
But if you can’t hold on
Let it go and come back in your heart
And if you can’t hold on
Maybe it’s not time for you
And if you can’t hold on
On your very last try
I’ll be there in the morning to pull you through

Someone dies late at night and I never know
And even if I did, so afraid of the face I’d show
I feel trapped and enslaved to this dark contrast
Need a feeling now, give me something that’s going to last

[Chorus]

I want to be free
I want to be free
I want to be free
Yes, I want to be free
I want to be free
Yes, I want to be free
Oh, I want to be free
Yes, I want to be free

You say you want to be free
But you can’t fool me
You say you want to be free
Oh, but you can’t fool me
You say you want to be free
But you can’t fool me
You say you want to be free
Oh, but you can’t fool me

Oh, and if you can’t hold on
You can’t hold on (Can’t hold on)
You can’t hold on (Can’t hold on)
I’ll be there, I’ll be there

Oh, and if you can’t hold on
Let it go and come back in your heart
And if you can’t hold on
Maybe it’s not time for you
And if you can’t hold on
On your very last try
I’ll be there so you know that you’re not alone

Born to try

Every time after the end of some events, meeting new people, celebrations, etc, I will ponder about my actions, my words, and wonder did I did or say something wrong? I will wonder if I did/say something differently will it be better? And most of the time, the answer will be a resounding yes. People have told me that there is no point in regretting in something that has happen. Well, this is like I’m trying to learn from my mistakes and make sure that the same thing won’t happen again. There was once during a lecture in poly, someone said something offhand to me but the words hurt me. It made me feel like someone with no character at all and his words reverberated in my head for ages. But it’s good, as after that incident, I never repeated my past mistakes that will lead to people saying I’m that.

Even though I seldom repeated my mistakes, there always is something to be improved. It seems like my major failing is to always do stuff without much thought. Sometimes it’s just like the moment is right, the atmosphere, feeling, people is right, then I just go ahead and say/do certain stuff. But only when I’m alone and reflect back again, it feels wrong! Argh!!! And there are times that my words and what I really want to convey just comes out differently and people are mistaken which cause misunderstanding.

I really need to improve on my conversational skills and need to think more before doing/saying things in front of people. But I think sometimes its just fun to do something on the spur of the moment. Well, it’s not like everything I do on spur of the moment will end up wrongly though it happen most of the time. And even if it’s wrong, just learn and move on then. And I do like doing stuffs on the impromptu. It’s like you will not really know what will happen, and it’s just more fun.

I was born to try
I’ve learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you’ve got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you’ve got to sacrifice the things you likeBut I was born to try

All that you see is me
All I truly believe
All that you see is me
And all I truly believe

That I was born to try

A song in my head

 

 

I woke up today with Hotel California playing in my head today. I just love it when I wake up with a song playing in my head. With a song in my head, there is an extra spring in my walk, a whistle and a smile on my lips.

It’s ok to be a little broken,
Everybody’s broken,
In this life,
It’s ok to feel a little broken,
Everybody’s broken, your alright,
It’s alright, its just life

Take a look around,
Tell me what you see,
Is who you think you are,
Who you want to be

 

My SMART plan for losing weight

This time I am determined to lose weight this time round. Other time I just keep exercising yet results are not shown. This time, I am reading up on the correct exercises to do and will start watching what I eat strictly. I’ve been setting unrealistic goals and when I don’t reach them, it just makes me feel more demoralized. It’s better to do a SMART (Specific, Measurable, Achievable, Realistic and Timely) so as to get results.

Specific- I currently weigh 51kg with my height of 1.55, BMI of 21.6 which is within the healthy range. However there are parts of me that are flabby and saggy. I look plump too. L Therefore my goal is to hit 46Kg in 2months time while toning the flabby parts.

Measurable & Achievable- My goal of 46kg is realistic even though it still is considered heavy to many people. It has to be realistic so that my goal will be achievable, so I won’t be demoralize and not achieved my goals.

Realistic- I’ve been reading up on different exercises to do as well as the food intake. I’ve been taking in too much trans and saturated fats. Trans fats are easier to avoid compared to saturated fats. It’s impossible to avoid fats and we definitely need fats. There are bad fats and good fats and both saturated and trans fats are bad fats. However while in the supermarket, I was checking on the nutritional information and discovered that most items contained saturated fats. Since most items contained it, the only way is to minimize the intake of saturated fats. It’s contained in meat, eggs, dairy and seafood. Even in vegetables, there are saturated fats.

Timely- The time goal I’ve set is quite reasonable though I think it’s quite long. Maybe should set it in one month. 6kg in 2months sounds very little. Hmm, I think I shall change it to 6weeks instead of 8weeks.

On a side note, SMART technique is actually a left brain tool, which is easily analyzed, logical and linear.

Have I changed? I was an ENFP but been doing personality tests recently and results shown that I’m an ESFP now. Hmmm~

 

I’m not going
There’s a fear in me
It’s not showing
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
But, it’s not my time
I’m not going
There’s a will in me
Now it’s gonna show
This could be the end of me
And everything I know, oh
There might be more than you believe
(There might be more than you believe)
There might be more than you can see
And I won’t go
No I won’t go down (yeahh)

I just want to know

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
‘Cause sooner or later it’s over
I just don’t want to miss you tonight

And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you’re alive

虽然我愿意

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择